…i feel like a lump of lard. like an apathetic little bitch. an emotional fucking wreck. these are things i used to be able to handle but have recently taken an immediate toll on daily life. never have i ever felt this terrible. i feel like i’m mourning the death of me and i’m hoping it’ll all vanish so i can soon be at ease. 96 days…96 days

i came across these:

i find them to be quite lovely. i keep going back to the tab they’re opened on just to look at them again and again. anywayssssss, i’m pretty hungry. think i’ll have some soup and coffee. x