December 2009
8 posts
happy merry joyous mirthful jolly gay jovial festive holiday go on and rattle your brisk spankings and zip-a-dee-doo-dah zip-a-dee-ay
where’s the damn french toast???
breezy
weather today in south FL. wish it would last. today’s plans consist of picking up my best friend and going to boarders on hunt for our next books. think i’m going to boy’s house tonight for a movie and sushi……..
loaf of bread
is what i am. been in bed all day reading and writing and drooling over things, you know, the usuals. but what makes today so different is that i received a package in the mail today! not just any package…a korean package! with my leopard wedges all wrapped up on the inside! oh me, oh my…it was love at first site
i haven’t taken them off since they arrived. in other news, i...
I want a white bunny. or a black cat.
but i have too many allergies for that : (
and this would be such great fun for a new years gown…
Burnt Umber
one too many dreams have consumed me these past night i haven’t slept much my mind will wake from a slumber into a race and then i turn over like a pancake or a chicken on an oil smothered heating pan my arm will feel locked out of place i’ll move again maybe sit up then fall back down to awake in pain or to urinate and the coffees mix- won’t you fix this malaise?
...
currently wanting
a floppy hat that i can wear everyday
faux leather pants/shorts
new black tights since all of mine have unflattering runs
new brogues
some cool everyday wearable motorcycle-like boot
and to see you
lately...
…i feel like a lump of lard. like an apathetic little bitch. an emotional fucking wreck. these are things i used to be able to handle but have recently taken an immediate toll on daily life. never have i ever felt this terrible. i feel like i’m mourning the death of me and i’m hoping it’ll all vanish so i can soon be at ease. 96 days…96 days
i came across these:
i...
927PM
and 97 days away.
the malaise has refused to cease. i have a doctors appointment awaiting me. 1130 and i won’t be able to eat a thing. drawing my blood and then the talking will begin. mum made couscous. it was really something. it had such a lovely kick of spice and delight that i went for seconds. i plan on having tea time soon, but first a hot bath. and then after those two tasks...
August 2009
8 posts
Strangers In The Night- Cake
i felt like writing
“You know what I miss?” She said, “I miss how simple everything used to be, or at least the way it seemed to. I can’t begin to fathom how it all got this way. How everything suddenly became this big race whilst knowing that the finish line is nowhere near, and completely unpredictable and invisible. What on earth am I running from? Where on earth am I running to? Why is...
pull me out,
a pluck works too. this weekend was a nice get away from the usual routines, though the lack of my usual work out regimen has managed to unnerve me rather than put me at ease. although the majority of the family i went up with, or if not all of them had a mission to relax, i’ve now come back home with a broken heart and an undying eagerness. i want so much to finish this fall semester,...
errands,
always waking up at the same time. decided to make scrambled eggs w. toast this morn. spilled coffee all over my lap while typing. going to buy some new work out clothes bcos i’ve been using the same leggings everyday for the past idk how many weeks and there’s a hole on my battttttttttt. hopefully find some other shit & esp. a new bathing suit since i’m going up to west palm...
10 things @ 10 PM,
loving & missing you like crazy
needing to organize my room
having a clepto moment yesterday
experimenting with the spice drawer
wild ‘bout lace bras + loose tanks
where’ve all the cuddles gone
lack of sleep
the colour white
a new book?
lights out
beasts,
i recently saw a movie where the main character, who was a writer, claimed he didn’t believe in writer’s block. for a moment there i wished to believe the same thing, but then i realized just like every dog must have its day, every writer is entitled to be uninspired. there’s routes around the realms of these blocks and as of right now i need to find them. aside from my writing...
mindless acts,
last night was a mess of things that probably shouldn’t have been intertwined. all i know is that i’m never going back to this what i want to now call “nameless” place. on the bright side, open bar was until 12 so i enjoyed a whole lot of that, which meant a whole lot of vodka tonics for me. late night drunken drives through the fast food lane are never suggestive. if you...
my lazy bones,
the comfort i’ve come to find in this lonely morning routine. i don’t know what today will bring, and that’s the way i’d prefer to go about it. i woke up with a pain on the right side of my neck, and it wasn’t induced from sleeping in the same position for too long. already forced down toast, ‘bout to make another cup of coffee, come sweep me up from the...